moving on

well hello everybody.
here i am again.
i so get a kick from doing this. okay. whatever.

anyway, i think i have found a new direction.
but i don't know how long it will take me or
how far it will carry me.

i hope the wind continues blowing.
on and on.
even if it's a breeze.

i can imagine myself as red petals. tiny ones.
fragrant.
being blown and blown and blown.
i hope i don't ever land.
even if softly.

i hope it lasts.

i need answers.

one thing never changes though.
i am highly skeptical of Z.
haha.
i just don't believe in love anymore
i'd dismiss him as just sympathetic.
coz i am a train wreck
and everybody loves one.

i hope nothing happens to me

now that i've mustered the courage to move

even if a little.