Thursday, January 24, 2008

strungout

sometimes i feel so aimless
and disorientated.


and i don't know what i'm doing
or what i'm surviving for
or even what i'm made of.


and at times like this,i feel so frail and thin,joined at the bones by a string to the crumbling earth.and i am so afraid of loss.i suppose i have mentioned this before, haven't i?


shall not elaborate but i'd rather lose myself
my physical being
than lose my soul.
but i have a feeling that my soul has already been sold
to what and to whom
i don't know.

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