ramblings

Basically, I am pretty irked and miffed by the spate of events that have just taken place. Rather, I would like to proclaim that I have not regretted any of the mistakes that I have committed. The simple reason for this is that most things actually do happen for a reason. As you learn and grow from mistakes, you become more mature, you tend to understand more and you evolve into a more open-minded individual.

I do not deny that mistakes cause many heartbreak, anger, pain, angst, sadness, sorrow, guilt... whatever negative connotations that that word brings into play. My question is "So"?

Generally, mistakes cannot be avoided. They can only be avoided if you've committed it before and therefore stay clear from the berth of it. If you don't grow and learn from previous mistakes, you're just generally - stupid. Mistakes are not avoidable because they are unexpected and some just hit you in the wrong places at the wrong times. Now tell me, if you can foresee mistakes, then you must be a prophet. Or perhaps, you live in a little cubic space of a metre by a metre, and just sit there forever and pray nothing ever ever happens to you. Tell me, how do you avoid mistakes? Nothing out of disrespect, but if you think mistakes can be avoided, then you're just being all self-righteous, living in a 3 year old world of sandboxes and kiddy playthings. 3 year olds makes mistakes too. Do they foresee them? Can you avoid them? Certain things perhaps. The obvious, if you see a fire, don't jump into it. Other than that, can you anticipate that the mouthfuls of sand you stuff into your tiny little 3 year old mouth would make you choke until you experience so?

I don't wish to be absolutist or fundamentalist on anything because I think that is just basically wrong. It limits your view and perspectives on life, although you may not realise it, and still continue to be obliviously happy for the remainder of the time that you have before you get embedded in soil. I suppose a lot of people live this way. But no one is to be blamed, for that is the path they choose and the path they take. Perhaps they will never traverse out of that path. But what you don't know won't hurt you.

I believe most of the time that it is very much enlightening to finally see the light. But the light? What is? To me? To them? To everyone else? Everything is subjective. I just pray though that I never get compromised by anyone elses' thoughts or opinions. Well, the life you are living is your own. Listen to anyone elses' and then it becomes that other person's already. You will then lose your direction because what you already need to know, is in your heart. Follow otherwise, and lose yourself.